| Day 27 - Tired Carrot | |
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| Topic Started: Jun 18 2016, 12:34 AM (21 Views) | |
| Carrot | Jun 18 2016, 12:34 AM Post #1 |
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Super Rad Nibbler
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These last few tribal councils have been so much work ![]() And I'm kind of tired of having to do soooo much talking! I wrote a wall of text today! Me! The queen of two-liners! Wall of text! At least, it felt like one to me. I was trying to convince Conis that it will be better to throw her lot in with Garp, in order to take on Devon and crew in the future without any inner-strife, as opposed to sticking with Caesar and creating tension when it doesn't work out and the time comes for her to work with Garp. I think it worked. She alerted me that Devon was still trying to get Garp voted out, despite what I've heard otherwise. So that's a good sign. My win in that reward challenge and subsequent Luau with the blondies is paying off big time right now. ---------- On top of that, Garp has transferred his Immunity Idol to me, which is nice, but now I feel so much pressure to not let him down, or put it to waste, and I just know that this is the season when my perfect with Idols will fail me. I know it ![]() ---------- So I'm kind of just a little burned out at the moment. It doesn't help that I'm still conflicted between trying my absolute hardest and having as much fun as possible. Because even though I didn't win last time, I feel like it's impossible for me to play any better than I did, and so I'm kind of satisfied in a way with that performance. But at the same time, I didn't win. And I like to win. So I'm in this playstyle which is really really fun, but it's also not necessarily my forte, so it's A LOT of work and I feel like my Carrot's lovable personality is kind of suffering as I do more and more work behind the scenes. And if I want to win this time, I'm really going to have to commit big time to what I'm doing and it's tough for me to do that! Perhaps I need something to reignite my spark. Maybe if I do good in this upcoming challenge. ---------- On the plus-side, if I do win, calling me a Kingpin Fleabag won't be too far off, Ha-chan. Maybe even a little more accurate this time, since that's what I'll have to do ![]() How worried are you about the items still left in the game? If you have an item, are you planning to use it anytime soon? Why do I not accept fish sticks but I love takoyaki? Ugh items are just another thing that adds to the stress! I don't even remember who has a bead or what a bracelet does or anything. And then there are two or even three more idols out there? Waaaaaaaaaaaaaah!!!!!!!!!! SUPER worried!!!! I doubt people will use them all at once, but if they did, the outcome of ANY tribal council could drastically change! It's hard enough as it is to get a majority of votes on to someone. It's like pulling teeth just to get my way without items taken into account. Those just make everything more complicated! The only one I'm not really worried about is the Gavel thing that Ina-san has. Or the Kiribachis I guess. --------------- I didn't have an item when you asked this question, but by now, I have the best item of them all ![]() I'm not planning on planning to use it. When it's needed, I'll put it to work. That might be next cycle, might be the last (available) cycle, might still be tonight. I can't take its value lightly. If I use it too soon, there is a lot of work to be done later and I'll be at a huge disadvantage. I'll try to make the most of my charm now and use it as a last resort. ---------------- You don't accept fish sticks because they're too high class for you, Ha-chan. Or maybe it's because you're made of takoyaki, so in a way it's self-deprecating and you secretly like that :p |
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| Carrot | Jun 18 2016, 01:07 AM Post #2 |
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Super Rad Nibbler
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I hate that these things don't end at midnight any more. I know they used to end at terrible times for all the Europeans, but hush, I'm a spoiled bunny. I just like being able to vote at the last minute, and there's no way I trust myself to wake up at 4am my time just to check on things. I'll try to do so anyway, but no way I'm risking a penalty vote on it. The most I can hope for is an understanding of whether or not to use the idol. Wah!
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| Hatchan | Jun 18 2016, 07:50 AM Post #3 |
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Awesome Octopus
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+1 for quality |
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