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Ready Set BLURB!!!; anything you need to say
Topic Started: Jan 25 2008, 04:44 PM (1,513 Views)
Tracy Peters
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SIgh im sure you'll pull out of it. i always do sooner or later. hugs.
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whoa geez, I love that three days grace song, though I've always associated it with Sasuke and Naruto. ahaha, of course, from Naruto's PointOfView. it just fits lovely-liciously. perfectly, really, if you think about it. I mean, especially during Shippuden, or after the time skip. it's all Naruto cares about, trying' to get Sasuke back, and Sasuke doesn't give a flying f**k. anyhow. love my warped sense of reality and love.

in other news, let's all do the happy dance, and kiss away the worries of the world, cause Buhda knows, it ain't over till it's over. we've got a long way to go. let three days grace be the sole epicenter of our angsty-ing.

though I'm no optimist, there's still good in the firey hot pits of hell, cause then, you ain't in the festering cold anymore.

:)

I love you, baby, and the bad times will give way to the good until it's meshed together in the lovely, wonderfully chaotic f**ked up mess called life.

in the words of Zac Efron:
we're all in this together!
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awn thats so cute ... take her advice mat
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Ok so amazing fricken discovery I can post and read jab stuff on my moms phone so I will de-breif (and I don't mean remove my underwear) here for now even though I kbow its totally like my own law that stuff like this goes in blogs well screw you no one else ever uses it ;P so st marys its so different its so lonely sigh I mean its fine if you know someone but as soon as you don't you feel 100% alone its sad and so I usually hide in the library or even the bathrooms classes and teachers I must say are the best like I got an 88 on my probability test(the probability of that with mr.j is a number so small its not even 0) plus mr. S is so dam funny I hardly doze off lmao god I hope someone actually reads this sigh hugs I miss u all so my hair is gone and what's left is red emma was like WO!!!! And of coarse buddy was all WOOF!!!! Oh my god though I swear for a coed school it is impossible to get a date ick its horridly annoying boys girls its all impossible ): so I am so the top of the wood working and I rock at it but I am such a passive person at this school I get used all the time or just treated like I don't exsist its harsh I made the coolest bedroom self which I will show you all and you'll be all "oh tracy your the shiz bit how can our awesomness be anywhere near yours" and ill not say anything but ill give this snear then symballicly take you under my wing lol
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Anyway so my shelf is margerita green. Miss u guys. So drama is preforming on tues and none of us know our stuff we are gonna die speaking of death anyone wanna help me massacre dustin(deb's boy) I gots permission since he forgot about me last night ha ha death I'm worried about mitch he has adhd and just went back on meds and I am so fucking scared for him I just swore he is scaring me I miss the mitch who blew shit up and made sexual come ons all the time with no consideration and it always worked I love the mitch without the pills plus its like a perscription meth YES METH PEOPLE and he would rather have his concentration he has blurred vision its addictive extremely and a lower libido dizzyness only eats a little oonce a day drowsiness head aches confusion disorientation sudden unusual weakness loss of curiosity did I mention low sex drive paranoia depression suicide no spotinaity light sensitivity ... Personally I think that he is stupid for staying on these but I cabt really tell him what to do but I'm so dam scared when it comes to disney princesses aurora is pretty snow white is a good house wife cinderella is both jasmine is a rebel I want a tiger I hate using locks josh will make a really really good boyfroend seriously he is so sweet I miss being in plays and productions my neck hurts this morning I couldn't find a bra with enough support so I put a bikini top over top and it killing my neck ): so your all gonna leave me soon ill miss you even more I need to dish out my th budget and hand that over soon I think bolt is like a white version of my dog belle I have now been standing in superstore in one spot for 3 hours. I feel absolutely dead. Gustav should table dance more often
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So we are still here are I'm gettin justa tiny bit homicidal dam I never wore a jacket on my way in I'm gonna freeze when I leave my room is mid hirricane about now I think once a week eveyone in saskatchewan should dress up in dresses and man wear from the midevel times that would be the best the female face characters almost all scared the hell out of me at disney especially alice sje wasd like tiny and wrinkled from skin cancer and she forever stands in ballet fourth position its scary as hell I would screw peter pan though like so fuckin hard I think itd a fetish :P I take stupid looking pics I want you all to see my hair ... Sex ... Not lol jk I dunno what that even was
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wow.

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cheer the hell up or I'm coming to do some damage. no jokes here. smile and mean it.
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Kay I am going to try and filter through those messages and pick out the main issues that definitely should be addressed. So I pretty much understood everything up until the very last post. (That last one was pretty much just releasing the random thoughts in your brain which is always good... very therapeutic :D)

So you feel alone in St. Mary's. I have to tell you that was always my greatest fear... the feeling of being alone. Like I've told you before, I felt that in St. John's. The fear of being alone and knowing that the kids in my class were going to be there was enough to convince me not to go to that school.

See but, you, Mary, are able to make friends wherever you go. Sure there are going to be some people who won't like you or won't even know you exist but who really gives a shit (pardon my French, as you know I can't speak very well anyway) what they care about you. Chances are you won't ever see them again and they won't have a hand in your future.

High school is about preparing you for the future. Sure there are everyday dramas, that seem all so important, but honestly they are little compared to what is ahead of you.

Your entire life. That is what is ahead of you! It's scary, nerve-wracking, and exciting all at the same time. (Believe me. I've been thinking about this everyday for the past week or so, along with homework, and it scares me shitless (again with the French... what can you do?))

Whenever you are feeling alone just remember that you have us. Emma, myself, (you can even call me K10 :D) Kyla, and Casey. We've all had the same experiences with what you are going through. Mainly Emma and Casey, but all of us have been through depression. Even Casey, believe me we've had this conversation as well. At some point in each of our lives we have been through a hopeless point. It almost seems as if it is a part in life that every one has to go through. As depressing as that seems, its true.

Just try opening yourself up. If people get to see the real you, you'll find your true friends. Just like when you found me... actually that's the other way around (if it wasn't for my bad habit of "over hearing things, we probably wouldn't have met. :D ) You know you are so poetic and well... true... its just that you hide that part of you so much. You only show the enthusiasm... or well act the enthusiasm.

That's another thing. You truly are an amazing actress. You fool people all of the time. Without even realizing it yourself sometimes. It's a quality that I like about you... love even. But it's frustrating at the same time. You'll give me hints about what's going on in your life and I try to filter it from everything else that you say. I'm not into symbolism or insight. Believe me, I suck at identifying symbolism and I have no insight whatsoever. If it seems like I'm not listening, tell me are you listening and if I'm not then either punch me or hang up the phone or tell someone to punch me. (It's gotta be one of these situations.)Because guess what? If you have a problem I should be there for you. Just like you have been there for me. Whenever I have a problem you listen.

I just have to tell you, I'm sorry. I really haven't been there for you lately. I admit it. I say that I have homework or that I'm tired and I won't do anything. I know what your thinking. One of your worst fears are coming true, you feel as though you are losing me. I don't want to make you think you are losing me. In fact I feel as though I am losing you. That's what I do. I push people away when I feel like I'm losing them. It's a weird, weird thing to do. In fact that's the opposite thing to do but I do it anyway. It's wrong and I'm wrong for doing it. Again, I'm sorry.

The next step is to talk about it. Again I'm just suggesting things that might help the situation we're in not that I actually know what I'm talking about but anyway... I'm probably doing SLC right after school but I'll try calling you tonight. I'll try to talk to you about this but I'd rather you read it. I find it's easier to put stuff in words than actually talking to people. That's a quality we both have. Whether it's good or bad we have it. But sometimes we just need to get it all out in the open.

Remember you'll always be my friend and hopefully I'll always be yours.

Love you lots or bunches of love... whichever one or both

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I gotta say, #1Fan elaborated my thoughts and above written words perfectly.

maybe you didn't get all that out of
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wow.

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cheer the hell up or I'm coming to do some damage. no jokes here. smile and mean it.


BUt, aha, that's what I meant. I agree with her, and I'm here too, always.
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I am cheered up but i must say i would be happier to have you over today as well katsuki ): but im actuallly in a really good mood lol can you tell we have mr. mc muffin as our sub lol yay free roam of the interweb
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The muffin reigns once more although i really reallly should be doing my physics lab :blink: oh well :'P
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physics is overrated anyway... :)
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true dat i so dont wanna do that final .... or any of them
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i misses u guyses thankies for showing up at Honk k10 even when u were horrendously injured! i lurves u guys
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