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Running Up That Hill
Topic Started: May 17 2016, 01:10 AM (230 Views)
Phenetic
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The sky is blue, the sun is shining bright, and there are few, if any, clouds filtering through the atmosphere. He's never took time to notice it, or even appreciate it for that matter. Life seemed clearer now that it was being gazed through clean eyes. The sun shines bright on the BQWA offices, a sight we haven't seen in a while. BQWA: X looms in the near, but unknown future. Phenetic sits in his normal street clothes inside the studio, a giant BQWA logo behind him. His hair grown out longer, he's put on more muscle but still remains lean, he's finally looked and felt good in forever. The International Title lays before his feet, his head down and eyes glaring at the title.

Sobriety is a humbling experience, it forces you to challenge your demons and cast out your skeletons. But what happens when you need a storage unit for your skeletons? I'll be the first to admit, I've been the worst kind of human being since I've started wrestling. Maybe it's the industry that stripped what little willpower I already had and corrupted me. I could sit and blame my environment and upbringing, but what good does blame do? Why try to fault everything and everyone else when the blame rests solely on my shoulders?

He bends down and grasps the title, staring upon his name carved upon it.

But as my mind cleans and my judgement freshens, one thing remains valiant in my mind. I have unfinished business one person. Big Evil, you're my main priority for now. You brought me here, took me under your wing, and like a disgruntled teenager full of angst, I desperately tried to break free and make my own mark.

Only to fall flat on my face, grasping my chest in a Warrior-esque style as my career plummeted. I should have bore the name Icarus as I tried to launch past the glass ceiling and shoot over the sun, only for the wings you constructed for me to burn and melt. The safety net you assembled for me was destroyed by my ignorance and I crumbled through. What did I become? A jobber to Dash Hazard? To Fluffy? To men who barely gave anything tot his company while I bled for it? The resentment grew more and more, and internally I tried to let the place burn down. I stole the international Title from Gogz and buried it somewhere in my basement. I gloated to myself that BQWA was gone, it was down in the pits of Hades and it's shell was left in pieces. The basking and celebratory congratulations were echoed in silence.

I had no one to gloat too. I burnt every bridge I've ever tried to assemble.

I left, I left and never looked back. I fell out of contact with you, with Andy, with everyone associated with BQWA and went on a personal journey to forge myself a new path. I trained at other federations, I trained in different styles of fighting. I bettered myself so I could rid myself of the horrors I experienced. After cleansing myself, I knew I had to rid myself of whatever was holding me back all of those years ... you.

I've hated you so for so long, the grudge had soiled in my stomach for so long and created a knot like a tumor. I remembered all the times you made people grovel for their jobs, for their paychecks, for their well being. Granted they were not essential people, but the thought still loomed in my head about "What if he did that too me too? Would he even do that?"

And you did.

You cast me out like a leper all because it still kills you that I went to Quad of Honor, isn't that right? You told me flat to my face it still bugged you that I chose to go there. Like I was supposed to honor a company that I never even got to perform on. Sure Fusion gave me my break, but why carry pride for a company that was dead before it even stood up? My loyalty should have to Pyro more than you. You always preferred Andy over me, whereas Pyro went out of his way to advocate for me, and you just took the credit to save face in front of me. You used me and cast me out of your clique for the "cool kids" because that was the bandwagon everyone was on.

That's all you were, someone who rode the bandwagon, never steering it.

I spent countless nights listening to family problems, you claiming that you could talk to me because you weren't comfortable talking to Simon, Ford, Gogz, and even Andy about them. You couldn't face your own demons, so I had too for you. I couldn't focus on my own problems because I was too busy making your life easier, why? Because I thought we were close friends, I thought you cared, I bought into your bullshit like a teenage girl believes a boy really loves her. I named my custom championship after your dead fucking company to appease you. Sure you helped me cheat to win this stupid damn title, but in the back you scolded me. I was too much of a "tool" as you said, you didn't think I was cool enough to hang out backstage. Then you did it at the end of the final Meltdown, the final straw ...

You aligned with Colossus

The man you knew I had a deep resentment for, the man who you had pitted me against my whole BQWA career. Stemmed from jealously an envy, I despised the man for so long, but despite my foolish resentment towards him, you couldn't help mend things between us. Typical Big Evil only caring about pursuing his own personal agenda. You threw all of the power to yourself, you collected all of the money, all of the titles, and sat as a king on his throne.

But where is your kingdom Joffery?

I've come to peace with the monster I am "Biggie". I understand that redemption isn’t in my path, justice and forgiveness isn’t in view on my horizon. My destiny has always been to fight you, you made me who I am.

He looks straight up in the camera, his eyes glaring past the lens and directly at his former mentor.

"I'm coming for you Greg."

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Andy Bernard
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BE GONE VILE BEAST
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Big Tuna
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I ALREADY KILLED BIG EVIL IN 2013 90% OF US READ IT
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Who the fuck is Greg
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