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| Rungs and Turmiol; .....ressurection | |
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| Topic Started: Oct 14 2008, 05:05 AM (84 Views) | |
| R. McNeil | Oct 14 2008, 05:05 AM Post #1 |
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....darkness and light
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It's been too long since I've felt this excitement for a Thursday. There's meaning again. Reason. There's charts everywhere, giving out the top five's of Assault and WarZone. I haven't seen myself on many. That's a problem for me, I like to be the best. My losing streak didn't help matters. I can't lose anymore. If I do, I get lofted in to that mid card category, floating among the ranks; the best thing going would be the TV Title. I'm too good for that shit, I'd be wasting my time. I belong at the end of the shows, my name filling the Main event venue. I won't lose. Like an animal backed in a corner, I have no other choice but fight; fight for my life. My life as the best, my life in the fast lane. I'm a superstar, and I don't want to lose that status. I worked hard to get where I was, and that's at the top. Where I belong. I can smell the blood, ready to do this battle again. This is David against Goliath, and I understand I am David. But it makes things so much sweeter, for when I continue to win after this WarZone, I can regain my status. I can, once again, be the best. It's what i strive for, and live for. I'm a born competitor. This win will be for Toya. This win will be my personal message to Jesse Montana. I'll be sending a message to every other motherf**ker up top, letting them know I'm ready for my title. Where will the rest of you be after this? I can tell you. Picking up the pieces. You have absolutely no idea. It's like a giant being awoken, or a riot being stirred. Your chances of survival are slim. Soon you'll recognize. I'm a born Champion. "You're a failure. No one is expecting you to ever be World champ again." I know. He thought to himself. "Just like HWA, and DWF. When you get nervous, you quit. Look at CZW, you've lost nine straight." I know. He thought to himself, again. He continued to stare at himself in the mirror, his reflection speaking to him condescendingly. "They're on fire, and your in a slump. This time, you're the underdog." No, no. He laughed. I know what losing is like now. He said, confidence in his eyes and voice. You forget how dangerous I am. Dangerous. I like that. So this is round two. This is where I mark my place in the main events, eh? It'll have to do. You see fellas, you're seeing a Ronnie McNeil you've never encountered. You've seen me at my worst, you've seen me as a shard of what I once was. I was something amazing, running this business for the longest time. But I lost it. I've been looking for that determination, and drive for so long, my mind running blank. That illustrious light I was following seemed to dim, leaving me in the darkness and cold. I can relive those days. I don't need to look through an old picture album to try to psyche myself up for this. I don't need pictures of me with multiple titles, multiple World titles. I need to look at you and know you're my enemy. I've been standing on the edge of CZW, teetering between failure and success. f**k, I watched myself hanging on to that edge with my hands, my grip slowly loosening. But there WAS something I was missing. It was that push to be better. I needed to experience defeat to need to win again. Everybody I've faced lately was right though, I was caught up in this business; pu**y, drugs, alcohol. I had a problem. Now you have a problem. I'm sure you doubted I'd show up for this rematch, letting you walk all over my name. But to be honest, I'm tired of losing. I'm tired of being laughed at when I lose to guys like Thanatos, and Eric Collum. I was so used to being the best, I thought I was untouchable. But it took that knife in the back to realize I was slacking. Failure's knife. You think I'm going to continue to allow myself this downfall? No, I am going to be the man to finally break Jesse's stranglehold on the World title. Let you know what it's like to face the REAL Ronnie McNeil. God damn, it's great. I've got that push and drive, I'm now David against Goliath. It's amazing how the tables have turned so fast, but it's life. I've got a group of men and women behind me who can vouch I'm great, as I can do the same for them. I'm a Legend, and a former World Champion. Be ready fellas, for what you're about to witness. This is the rebirth of Ronnie McNeil. Time to cross the four of you off this list I've began to build up. Just so I can prove, once again, why I'm Legendary. I've got a reason to succeed. I'm regaining my thrown and crown. -end feed- |
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