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My absence; A wondrous journey throughout space and time.
Topic Started: 4 Jul 2018, 01:58 AM (328 Views)
Vrax


Hello,

It's been quite a while since I've spoken most of you, and I'm certain that some of you have wondered what is up.

Because of this, I think I've made a mistake by not posting this sooner. My reasoning for not doing so is that a farewell seems way too definite in my opinion, and I prefer seeing this as a break of sorts.

There are two main reasons as to why I haven't been online in quite some time, but I feel uneasy sharing everything with just about everyone in this community, so I have chosen to leave one of the reasons out.

For the other reason, I think a few people might actually relate to this. I've played RuneScape for the majority of my life, and prior to joining Casual Ba, I had already started losing interest in the game because of the lack of variety, and the time and dedication it takes to actually achieve something on it.

Joining Casual ba has been one of the best things that has ever happened to me, and I started investing all my free time into Barbarian Assault. I've always enjoyed interacting with the huge variety of people I got to talk with and made a huge number of friends.

During the last few weeks that I have been logging in every day to play Barbarian Assault, I started to notice that (even though I had always enjoyed playing Barbarian Assault) my time online had become more and more about interacting with people, instead of actually playing Barbarian Assault, or RuneScape in general.



This was never a huge problem before, because the people in this community are some of the most interesting, funniest and downright friendliest people I've ever met. The problem, however, was that the people online still enjoyed Barbarian Assault as much as I used to, and simply coming online to chat either got me to eventually do something I did not enjoy, and play barbarian assault, or others (understandably) just wanted to play the game, and were less interested in simply chatting. I've always been someone who needs to do a lot of things to stay entertained, so just waiting around for people I enjoyed hanging out with turned into something I really didn't like, and I felt less and less happy.


Most of you probably have my Discord, and if not, I'll be leaving my name and tag in this message. I'm usually up for a chat, and I don't completely want to lose what was once something that brought me every bit of happiness I needed at the time. Upon writing this, I feel so extremely grateful to have been part of this community and to realise that I've been lucky enough to make typing this message bring tears to my eyes.


I hope I may see some of you in the near future.
Vrax over and out.

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Whurse Meat
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I feel you. I too often wish this game was actually good.
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Aaron Dunlap


i've always traversed the same path as this, and i've said to cba members the same things you have in this post. I know it's not goodbye, vrax. we'll stay in touch boo <3
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Aaron Dunlap
9 Jul 2018, 03:07 AM
i've always traversed the same path as this, and i've said to cba members the same things you have in this post. I know it's not goodbye, vrax. we'll stay in touch boo <3
Can confirm, this guys disappeared on me about 6 times so far
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