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Explain my Love
Topic Started: 17 Apr 2010, 12:21 AM (277 Views)
cheesebug
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How can I breathe when my lust for you engorges me,
Everything around me takes your form, your scent,
My passion for you makes me feel lonely
Even when amidst my closest friends
They say my thoughts are inappropriate
How are my thoughts inappropriate
When I crave them
Need them to bring you back
I pray for a partener
And the same ones keep popping up
They beg my attention
But none of them are you
I thought you had betrayed me when it was really me
Becoming envious when a monster took another interest away
Crying myself to sleep while reaching
Reaching for your love to heal my own
Is this what was so wrong?
Is this what was frowned upon?
Why does it fit so perfectly, the missing piece
Does it show I am disloyal
One heartbreak leading to another
And then I realized
It was not the both of you I craved
One for romance
One for comfort
It was the two of you together
Your smile, his eyes, your laugh, his glances
Maybe it's true I want your kiss
But what I crave is your kiss, his touch
Is this what seperates me?
Is this what makes me a bad example
Of love
The only thing I believe in
The center of my universe
But how can I have both of you
When the monster connected to the other being I crave
Drives me to suicidal thoughts, clinging to his arm
While you stand there
With your love
So open
Why must I be so greedy
When all the while, I know you are the only one to ever love me
And I'm trying to get someone else who I don't really care for
Does it hurt that I want him for you?
That I want to see you together
To satisfy something deep
Maybe to know that I am normal
To know that you'd be willing
So now you know
And I hope you can forgive me
Forgive me
For loving you
And not letting that be enough
For loving you
And screaming another name
For loving you
For your touch
Not your smile.
http://masochistic-goddess.tumblr.com/poetry
"You will hear thunder and remember me,
and think: she wanted storms."
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i suppose this explains something psychological, maybe I just watch too much yaoi.
http://masochistic-goddess.tumblr.com/poetry
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and think: she wanted storms."
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Oh...Wow. That's.... beautiful. I- I had no idea you had such an imagination! Write more! You are giving me inspiration!YAY FOR CHEESEBUG!
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i kinda just figured out what i was saying, and it seems kinda inappropriate...
http://masochistic-goddess.tumblr.com/poetry
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I meant the story :D
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ya well....;)
http://masochistic-goddess.tumblr.com/poetry
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lol, you DO have quite the imagination! ;)










if you catch my drift. ;) :P :D
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no, i dont ;)
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mmmmhhm. ;)
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