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IMPORTANT; Goodbye
Topic Started: 3 Jul 2010, 09:56 PM (1,686 Views)
cheesebug
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Once there was a girl who decied she would pretend.
She would pretend to be strong, unbreakable. Content and happy.
Never did she lift this mask, in fear people would disapprove of the underneath.
Maybe, says the girl, I would be happy if I had money.
Maybe, she ponders, prostitution could help.
Maybe I wouldn't ever tell.
Maybe drugs could ease the pain.
Maybe father would stop the beating,
Maybe my mother would stop her abuse to help mine,
Maybe the dark could be accepting.



The police would find a note that confirmed it was not homicide.
The best friend would receive an email with over 200 poems and stories with dates of the future on them, and a link to this forum and where to put them.
The mother would get 30 art pieces that had been hidden and a brochure to a rehab the girl had picked out.
The father would get nothing.
The newspaper would receive a poem to put in the obituary-
Come, O child, with a fairy hand in hand,
for the world is more full of weeping than you can understand.

That is all that would be given. On June 18th this girl tried commiting suicide.
And every day after that.
And July 4th at midnight, she would succeed.

She requests her miniature forum should stay up so the best friend shall be able to put in her final poems.


Vampira, stay strong. Don't ever get into trouble. Don't ever give up.
Luemas, you will be successful. Just watch that smart mouth of yours ;)
ARAZEC, I love you more than anyone. I'm sorry.

Sincerely,
Cheesebug.
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and think: she wanted storms."
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Aw, Cheezy that means so much.

thank you, and I won't ever give up.

since when have I EVER stayed out of trouble? :P
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...:)
Ignorance is bliss
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:P

Yes, yes it is.
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Im so sorry. I know it is greed. im glad to see you happy though. its nice.
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haha, that's sweet. Is this one of your good nights? haha, just kidding. I wish you were my little sister, you could light up the house. ;)

Thank you so much for the poem to all of us, though, it was a sweet gesture. :D
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I just hope my account does not get deleted.
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I feel so guilty ecause in the "depression" thread everyone is so against it...im glad i can scroll through the forums one last time, they are what i loved most. thats why my friend will get the note, so i can stay alive while im gone.
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and vamps gone. that was our goodbye. i think im gonna cry...ah well. i doubt any more members will be on till midnight so goodbye members i havent thanked for putting up with me for almost exactly a year ;)
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got to go. its been great ;)
































ps. excuse the topic being written in third person. it really should be personal narrative, but that would be awkward, wouldnt it?
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I wish I could talk you out of it...


Everyone's going to miss you...
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I wish somebody could too, lue, I really do.
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Cheesebug.. no, you can't... cheesebug... no...

please don't do this. PLEASE. Cheesebug, I-i'm beeging you. Do you know how much you mean to us? Don't do it! Cheesebug, I couldn't live with myself if you did that. It's not worth it... I thought you were kidding. PLEASE, please why are you doing this?! HOW CAN YOU KILL YOURSELF?!?! YOU'RE TWELVE FOR GODS SAKES! Live life! Please...oh god I'll pray forever if you want me to, I'll pray for you to let go of the depression. oh god... please... don't... For all of us, but mostly you. you need to live!!!!

I-I'll come right down to cali and beat your little @ss if I have to.... gooddd....please don't do it..
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I'm so sorry. I was horrible to you. I prayed for you every night and I don't want to see you go. You are so beautiful. You are amazing in everything you do--be it art, writing, being a friend. I'm so sorry I didn't know you more, but I want you to know, that I am absolutely torn up inside. I'm angry at God because you were in pain. I'm angry at myself for not trying to help. I'm angry at everyone in your life who has hurt you.

I know it's probably too late, but if you see this, know, suicide is not what God wants for anyone. we have a God who loves us and cares for us and promises to meet all of our needs if we place our trust in him (Proverbs 3:5-6).

Please, I just want for you to be happy.
There's no place I'd rather be than on my surfboard out at sea.
Lingering in the ocean blue, and If I had one wish come true,
I'd surf till the sun sets beyond the horizon.
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What manner of creatures are we? That we delight in the pain of others?

Cheese... I may not have been the best friend, in fact, I know I've been a pretty crappy one, saying cruel things of all manner towards you. I ask not for your forgiveness, save your life if you must blame me.
Too many good people, people I've known and loved, have been lost...
Too many people, who shouldn't have died...
You always have a choice, and unlike everybody else close to me who died, you can make a choice for the better.
Please Cheese... please... Don't let this be good-bye...
I haven't cried since my sister died... and here I am...
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