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IMPORTANT; Goodbye
Topic Started: 3 Jul 2010, 09:56 PM (1,689 Views)
Midst Of Vampy
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Barabbas
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Oh lue... That's so horrible, I am so sorry about your sister.

Cheezy,

I don't know if you'll read this in time, but I hope you do.
Ever since I came here, you've never changed, you always stayed yourself. I love the way you could make anyone laugh on their darkest days , how you are so witty and always have an opinion. You see everyone's side of the story, and you never say people are horrible because of what they believe. You, a brilliant, beautiful twelve year old girl, has been my role-model from the beginning. I've always looked up to you and hoped I could be as brilliant and eccentric as you. You helped me when I needed it most, you have supported me, and I can never thank you enough for sticking by me no matter how annoying or mean I was to you. I have been horrible to you, fighting and bickering to you, and I will pray to God that you will forgive me, even if I don't deserve it. The thing I will miss most is our PMs, and how we can relate. Nobody else knows how we feel, because we are the only one's who have had the exact same thing happen all through our lives. I come on here every day,and the person I am excited most to hear post is you. You never fail to surprise us with your witty comebacks. I know this is long, but I still have more things to say...
there is so much that I wish I could tell you, so many stories that will never reach your understanding ears. Even the smallest things you do, they bring joy to me. You have been my best friend from the start, and I don't know if you realize this, but you will never be replaced as my best forum friend. Ever. Please know that you will forever be in our hearts, and I will spend many a nights crying for you, and praying that you will be in heaven, looking down on us and snapping witty comebacks at us, or scolding us when we do something wrong. :)

I love you more then you will know,
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your friend,

_Vampira7426_
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Barabbas
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@Cheesebug: This may seem like an odd thing to say, but seeing as I'm ahead of time over here there should be enough time for you to respond:

May I ask exactly how you are going to kill yourself?

I understand if you think a detailed explanation of where and how you are going to end your own life would not be suitable for the forum, but you could always PM me.
Life is beautiful, love heals, people come through.

Reason, compassion and love comes first. Everything else is secondary. Except for Skittles. - And emperor Cheezy! Posted Image
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PLEASE READ CHEESEBUG OR ANYONE, If YOU'RE STILL ON THE FORUMS CHEESEBUG, REEAAADD!!!!!!!





You have so many more things to do with your life and ending it won't help anything!! :-/

You really mean alot to this forum. If you're living a bad life then think of what you can do to fix it. You can't lose hope or confidence, killing yourself won't solve your problems, it'll

let you escape from it sure, but it's not the right thing to do! If people tell you your worthless everyday or discriminate you, don't listen to them. If your parents aren't supportive, then you

need to tell them straight out what they've been doing put everything on the line EXCEPT for your life!!! If you can't confront your problems then you can't blame a terrible life, I'm sorry.

Finding another way out like drugs alcohol or anything like that is just going to hurt you more!!! Understand that THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT LOVE YOU!!! Don't think about the people that

hate you, I'm just saying...it's not worth killing yourself at all. You are special, you have so many traits that other people don't. You're a very poetic person, you can do alot of things in

such a short time: like posting on the forums, So please don't do what I think you want to do!!! I'm begging you. THIS WORLD CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOU!!!!! :'(
"So maybe we could see each other one day, like by travel,"the girl said.
"Well I know my mom won't let me,you shouldn't have to,"I said
"Don't worry I can do it,"she replied
"Are you sure, cause if your not sure, then I'm not sure, and if I'm not sure that means we're both not sure, and if were both not sure then I don't know how this is going to work,"I said.
"Don't worry sweet, I'm sure,"she replied
"Your sour?! Now I really don't know if this will work out,"said Joseph.
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Midst Of Vampy
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Santa...
That was very thoughtful and kind of you, but you cannot change a persons mind. She has to think for herself. She has had a terrible life and this is the way she wants to end it. Thank you, you said everything that I was desperate for her to listen to, but she won't change. Maybe she will snap out of it, but it's unlikely. She doesn't like her life. It is not my place to tell you guys why, but she has had worse than most of us. She will be gone, we will definitely grieve, but we have to move on and be strong. I seriously doubt she would want us to mope around all of the time. I don't want her to kill herself, but I know how she feels, I've tried suicide. You just have to tell yourself to get through the next five minutes, every time you feel depressed. Thanks you for trying to stop her, at least you took action. :hug: :'(
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WTF ? ???...............is this ?

@CHEEZEY

You can come and live with me in the land of OZ -dont worry about anything O.K ? !!!
Im serious - people stay with us from all over the world all the time-in 2 weeks theres a girl from Germany and another from Italy coming and they go to school here on exchange.
its all legit its thru homestay and our Government.


thats like a death - of sorts -to your old life !
(dont let my spawn scare ya)

Sometimes i do foster care too we have a big house lots of room here and plenty of love & fun too...

Im gonna PM you O.K ?
i want to speak to you on Skype.
to your mum or your dad too - dont think anythings impossible and that ending your lifes the only option - O.K ?

im not a nut - I appear like one on here at times- i know but thats about as bad as i get.
Lets look into writing school or Drama for you-what do ya reckon ?
something that suits you,something artistic...

lets tAlk O.k ?


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Blaze
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I already sent my email. This is really saddening. Nobody here wants you to go.

We can only hope you come here for one last look. Everyone is going to miss you. You won't believe the amount of panic going on on Skype right now. :(
Edited by Blaze, 4 Jul 2010, 09:36 PM.
"Even when our eyes are closed, there's a whole world out there that lives outside ourselves and our dreams."
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Midst Of Vampy
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GAH! I'M GETTING SKYPE!
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Midst Of Vampy
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Oh... I guess yesterday was it, huh? :'( :'(

oh Cheezy...
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Oh. Oh, Jesus Christ. I don't know what to say. She was the realest girl I've ever met. I'm shaking. I can barely type this. I sent her a PM, if she hasn't...
Call it what you want
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PsychoKitteh
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She has, I'm afraid, Junior... :'(
Duh dah duh doooo haaaaaaa laaaaa!!! lii tiii doooo!!
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Blaze
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Hush, we don't know anything yet. We're looking into it.
"Even when our eyes are closed, there's a whole world out there that lives outside ourselves and our dreams."
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PsychoKitteh
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Oh really? what- how can we look into it? Blaze... I dunno.... she's been trying since June... :'(
Duh dah duh doooo haaaaaaa laaaaa!!! lii tiii doooo!!
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We just have to stay together n in good spirits!
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PsychoKitteh
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okay.. sorry, I really don't mean to be a downer....
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Midst Of Vampy
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I really don't mean to be a downer either, but..

Guys, she sent me a PM, two days before...

I am sure she... she... :'(
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