Funny what a few kicks to your head can do and it's also funny to see what a little mental torture can do to a person already sitting on the edge of sanity. It's weird to be alive at this moment in time since all mythical beings are being hunted and slaughtered on a mass scale in some places I heard, I mean once you look at it for a while you understand they were waging war on us and we should react to it rather than getting ourselves killed cause we can't be asked to fight back, at least that is my take on things in the long run, christ funny to say that since I don't remember much other than having my eyeballs slit open and the school, the odd fight also lingers in my memories. Though I remember how much I miss seeing things that's one thing I will never forget, not till the day I die and god knows when that will be.
Christ I gotta admit though blindness does not help with being back at this school I mean I know the race of three people I know and one is an elf a really fucking annoying elf, got El who is pretty cool I guess at times, Alec is ok when he's not tearing shit up.Shame I'm leaving them all for a while, saying that I don't quite know if I will come back to them all after whatever I do.
PART II: SIGHT IS A GOD GIVEN
Well I am finally back and it feels weird that everything is the same and nothing has changed not in the slightest other than the fact I feel more happy and ready to move forward from what little past I have, that and I can see again which is weird to be honest I mean seeing beauty and stuff is really weird, I am only used to seeing outlines from energy and such. It's like a whole new experience seeing the world again for the the first time in a long time, and I will enjoy every single moment of my sight till it's taken again but I don't intend on letting it be taken from me again, anyone who tries to take the happiness I have found in myself and the peace I have claimed once more will face me.
PART III: ADVENTURE
El seems so miserable without Alec so I'm going to try and find him no matter how long it takes, I can't stand to see her so miserable and alone. So here's to the next hundred years max to trying to find Alec, this should be a fun one even if I do have to do it alone. I just have to hope the others will understand, don't know how I will explain it to Half-Horn but I will try to and hopefully she won't hold it against me in the future, dear god am I gonna miss her and it sorta makes me hope that I find Alec within a few weeks of this whole thing, hell a few days would be even better but I doubt I will be that lucky since I am never lucky.
PART IV: DISNEYLAND
Well I got to go to Disneyland with Elodie and it waaaaaaas great fun, we got to meet a few of our idles and discovered I have a rivalry with Stitch. I don't get why stitch loved Elodie and not me and that broke my heart that Elodie got a hug from him, but the time with Elodie was better than any hug with Stitch to be quite honest, plus the food was great, cooked to perfection, and the plane trip was pretty funny since Elodie ratted me out to be a burger king lover #Exposed. Being honest I wouldn't trade that week for anything in the world and I hope to be able to do a trip like that again, maybe I won't get exposed again but in all seriousness that was one of the best times of my life and I won't ever forget it, thanks for the time Elodie! love you!
PART V: MY FAULT
People died the night before...two nights ago?....I can't tell time, I failed and I watched people die rather than get up and help in the fight, by that I killed them?...I killed them. I could've got up and helped but I crawled around in the dirt, it was just a scratch and I crawled around in the dirt, so I owe to the dead, the ones who's deaths hangs so heavy on my conscience I hate myself so much for what happened, I don't care that I said I would get rest and I won't rest since it won't solve anything and rest is for the weak, the beaten and the cowards who are to scared to accept reality, I accept reality and a new friend...a friend who has been easing my pain, a friend that can be bought for cheap in most stores and bars, and the best part is it doesn't tell me things are fine when they're not, it just helps me confirm what I know in my heart and soul, I am....was weak, but no more hiding for myself and what I am, a addict and a weak, weak man.
But I still have El so I have a reason to try and get off these booze and drugs, a reason to not turn to them for comfort. I have to stay strong for her and I will, I promise myself and El that I will stay strong no matter what it takes...I will stay strong, I have to.
PART VI: TBA
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PART VI: TBA
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ALWAYS CARRIED
PART I: SCYTHE
A scythe seeming to contain a dim energy that has been weakened considerably by over use in combat, though it still makes for quite a weapon without any magic as it's sturdy and quiet easy to use, at least if you're a demon. The item itself is made of a heavy black metal that seems to be carefully carved, the blade is on a spring system of sorts with opens and closes the blade allowing it to be used as a staff if killing is not the goal, the blade is made of a sturdy silver metal that seems to gleam despite the damage to the blade.
PART II: GOGGLES
A pair of seemingly normal goggle that Alex used to cover his eyes before the damage to them was healed, over the time he had worn them they have seemed to become drenched in a dark energy, though the energy poses no threat in at all.
PART III: CROSS PENDENT
Sometimes a little something is needed to keep all the demons running amock in your head at bay and for Alex it's a cross, while it's not blessed it serves as a reminder to him to stay out of trouble.