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| RainyMemory | Mar 23 2018, 01:10 AM Post #1 |
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It was fine at first, Yuuki's never really had friends outside of us and the agency before, after all. He just didn't know how to manage his time, and he really looked up to these people. It was fine, because, at the end of the day, he comes home to me. Being stood up more than once, having food brought back to me because he already ate or he was going to eat later, waiting up for him only for him to pass out on the couch after coming home really late at night. But we're dating, so it's alright. I'll be lenient for now, since his freedom is important to him, and he wants to learn more about the rap that is so important to him. It'll be good for everyone in the end, if he does improve his rap from this. It's not bad now, but everything can improve. Mamoru's not in school anymore, so Yuuki doesn't have to help him with his work. But Ryouta's a terrible teacher, and I don't get any of it enough to explain it, so we need him to help Izo when he can. Izo has work sent home to him, while he waits out his healing time. But he doesn't understand it well without a teacher. Mamoru will sometimes get dragged to hang out with Yuuki, and he always comes home in a bad mood, complaining about how Yuuki constantly was brushing him off and never translated anything. We were all supposed to be spending a good amount of time with Izo, since, at the moment, he can't be alone very long without panicking. But we're having to pick up where Yuuki is lacking, and Izo seems more and more like he's getting nervous about where the keyboardist is for such long periods of time everyday almost. Ryouta and Izo both, will talk with me every now and then about it. Asking me if it's really alright like this, but I grin and bear it. I can't do anything else, after all. Because when I did scold him, he just said that he sees me at home all the time anyway, so what's the big deal? And he showed up to pick me up where I was waiting, and that I was just jealous. But it's fine. It's fine, he just has to figure things out for himself. We love each other, and right now, just knowing that is enough. As long as I have that, it's fine. He came home early one day, while I was doing dishes and the other three were all cozied up on the couch together playing video games, but he didn't come home alone. At his side, was a taller male, probably about the same age. One of Rashad or Davon's friends I guess, I met them a couple times but we had an equal dislike of each other. This one was different though, not personality wise or, really, the way he looked or talked; but the way his hand was reached out somewhere behind Yuuki that I couldn't see, while Yuuki's arm was around his waist. "Guys, this is my boyfriend Daniel!" He waved, said a greeting, and everyone stared. No one moved, no one breathed. I certainly didn't. My heart didn't beat, my blood didn't flow, the small plate I was washing slipped slowly from my hands into the dish water in the sink. I don't know how long it was like that, probably only a couple seconds, but it felt like hours in my head. I figured, though, that someone should move. So I slipped off my cleaning gloves, and went on over to Daniel. Was this cheating? Or was this just a cruel way of breaking up? "It's nice to meet you, I'm Takuma; that's Mamoru, Ryouta, and Izo." Oh, that's right... we... we weren't ever going steady. "We're counting on you to take care of Yuuki, sorry if he's any trouble." We were just fooling around, we weren't serious, I was a rebound, that's all. That's all we were. I've been... making a fool of myself, all this time. Letting them go to go on a date or whatever, I didn't register what they told me, I only gave an automatic response. I walked back through the kitchen and to the stairs, but I couldn't even make it up the stairs before just sitting on them and starting to cry. A scream settled in my throat, blocking my breathing. I barely managed to tell Mamoru to go past me and take Izo into his room because, god, Izo was so miserable lately I felt like it wouldn't be fair of me to cry in front of him. |
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