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| Erikku | Oct 25 2006, 08:09 AM Post #1 |
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Alrighty IC I made a chat topic for both of us. So did you read the poem I posted? |
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| Deleted User | Oct 25 2006, 08:20 AM Post #2 |
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Yay ^^ Oh, you made a poem? Where? ^^ |
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| Erikku | Oct 25 2006, 08:21 AM Post #3 |
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It's in the Fan Story/Poetry forum, kind of a sad one really. :( |
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| Deleted User | Oct 25 2006, 08:23 AM Post #4 |
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Aww, that is kind of sad.. =( What is the item in the window the poem talks about? |
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| Erikku | Oct 25 2006, 08:24 AM Post #5 |
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Really that window item represents something I want badly in real life and that is love from the opposite sex. |
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| Deleted User | Oct 25 2006, 08:33 AM Post #6 |
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Aww, that is so sad..I hope you will find love soon.. =( I love you, TNF. Not as aBF, but as a good friend. I know that may not be good enough, but I still like you a lot as a friend. I have my Karr already and I love him a lot, but tha doesn't mean I can't love others as friends or a cyber family member. I hope you find the actual kind of love you want though, pal. I still sometimes feel the same way, real life-wise. I want someone to hold me when I am sad or something, someone who would stick up for me, protect me from harm, etc. I know Karr tries his best, but it's the Internet, we can't hold eachother, protect eachother, or french eachother *totally brick'd* ouch x.x =P I sorta know what it feels like though. We all need love. I believe that love is the most important human quality in life, because without it, we lack confidence and courage, and we develop a low self-esteem, and altogether, it is tearing up your insides, which results in self-harm, suicidal thoughts or even attemps at suicide. =( I know what it feels like cuz I was treated like trash in 5th grade. People at my school made fun of m on AIM and called me freak and ugly n' stuff like that. But I have to agree, I was a freak, but I learned a lesson from that, nd now today, I have more friends. But ever since that happened, it's hard for me to have a crush on anyone, like to love anyone or to trust them.. =( |
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| Erikku | Oct 25 2006, 08:43 AM Post #7 |
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Yah middle school for me was tough since everyone including me was immature. I've had a rough life socially and my Mom suspects I might have Aspergers because of the social symptoms I've shown. Making friends locally has been difficult though I seem to do better lately. In my entire life I've only had one relationship with a girl and that was only in middle school. She moved away and ever since I've been lonely. As time and time goes by I have started to get desperate and I seem to be looking online for love. If you didn't know I've been attracted to Koda, but I haven't tried to stir her away from Karr or Shifty. |
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| Deleted User | Oct 25 2006, 08:54 AM Post #8 |
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Oh, that really stinks.. =( I had a tough 5th grade. I was immature too, but I learned from my mistakes and started getting even better in 6th grade. Every crush I had either hated me or just didn't like me in that way. Now I can't love anyone in that way. I just don't think I have a chance with anyone. Literally, I don't even have any feelings for anyone. It's even hard for me to develop any feelings for anyone. v.v |
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| Erikku | Oct 25 2006, 12:34 PM Post #9 |
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Do you think you could wait for a good opportunity? I mean come to think of it, 13 is a bit young to start getting into relationships. |
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| Deleted User | Oct 28 2006, 03:20 PM Post #10 |
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Ugh, I hate when people tell me that!! >=( >.< |
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| Erikku | Oct 28 2006, 03:41 PM Post #11 |
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Yah I know the truth hurts. Believe me, I do that to people a lot and they get a little upset. >.< |
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| Deleted User | Oct 30 2006, 05:57 PM Post #12 |
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Well, just lemme say somehtin'. This is one thing that really does upset me, because just because people are only 13 doesn't mean they can't be in relationships. In another topic a while back, I stated that adults shouldn't sterotype children as immature brats who don't know how life works, because some people, like me, are mature enough to handle such things. You said I was smart for my age, right? Well, exactly, I am intelligent and mature eough to handle a BF. Okay? ^^ Most of the time, older teenagers and adults say kids shouldn't have a boy friend/girl friend because they just aren't ready yet. Children my age and under are not ready for sex or that over-rated kissing, but everyone, no matter what age, as long as they are mature enough and smart, then they can handle a relationship. Adults saying that kids shouldn't have a BF/GF at their age is like the same thing as saying that kids are not ready for sex, and it is true that they aren't, because their eproduction systems are developing and they have yet to go through puberty and develope those kinds of things to make the process of reproduction, or sex, work correctly and more safely. I know this sounds weird, but even if I am too young, I sometimes say I would like to french with a boy. Sounds weird, doesn't it? But I am not going to get into that stuff until I am old enough. For now, I will have any boy friends I will have and just be happy and close to them. Love is not sex, and love is not kissing and doing all that physical stuff. I believe love is an emotion that people feel towards another person. Love can mean many things..love can be when you're devoted to someone that is very special for you, as in a girl friend or boy friend. Someone that would always be there for you, someone who cares for you and helps you succeed in life. Love can mean just a best friend who is close to you, like how Spooky the foxy and I are. Love can be sex and kissing to an extent, because when you're "making love" to someone or kissing them, you are sharing the experience with them of which you would not share with others, as in having a BF or GF. I also believe that love is the most important human quality, because without love, we lack confidence, courage, our self-esteems get low, and we're just dying inside, as it leads to serious problems such as severe depression, suicidal thoughts or attempts of suicide. Everyone needs love. Everyone needs to know that they are loved and cared for, no matte what kind of love it is. Everyone of ALL ages needs this, especially young teenagers like me who are going through one of the most difficult times of their lives. When moving on to the stage of adolscence, our hormones are working hard and we get all these mixed emotions and we experience things we hadn't when we were children. All those mixed emotions can result in mild depression and thoughts like, "I am unworthy", or "life is not worth living", and those results are to be when we think we aren't loved, so weneed any kind of love as longas we feel comfortable with it. Sorry, I just had to get my point across. Just wanted to say how I felt on the subject. No harm done. ^^ |
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| Erikku | Oct 31 2006, 05:17 AM Post #13 |
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Well I understand and you are right about being smart enough for a relationship. I sometimes fail to see that others are different then I was and are going through different experiences. I got into my first relationship at your age (if I hadn't told you already) and even though we loved each other I (and maybe her too) weren't mature enough to realize what love was. I think lately I've realized what true love is and it's really hard to express the difference of what I feel love is now then what I did before. The best I can explain is the deep caring for an individual and not just liking them physically. It feels weird kind of realizing that now and you've most likely known this for a certain period. Yes you are right about Love being an important human quality and that explains why the majority of music is related to love. Since really I'm not getting romantic love from another girl I do feel pretty depressed, sick in the stomach, loss of self-esteem, and other things. I ask myself a lot of times why do I go on, but I know suicide won't work. Really I'm leaning on you guys (TTFF, Fox Forums, and others) for self-esteem so that makes me feel of some worth here. |
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| Deleted User | Nov 1 2006, 06:16 PM Post #14 |
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That's okay, I sometimes see others differently compared to myself sometimes, too. Sometimes you can't help yourself and you sterotype people anyways. I don't really sterotype people that much unless they are a problem to me or my friends, like an annoyance or a disturbance. This girl at my school named Marissa is like the least popular girl in the school and no one really likes her appearance, not even me, and I'll explain that. Marissa is a retarded crybaby with a bad temper. She will literally SCREEEAM at you if you poke fun at her, which is annoying because she needs to chill. She is just so dumb and a problem. She once tried to touch my friend Becca's chest and ruined my best friend's "stick buddy" and squeezed her glue bottle n' stuff, then belligerently tells my best friend's guy friend to not tell anyone about it. It was rude. If I hate someone in the first place for being a stupid *****, then I start talking about their appearance too. She smells, and no one wants her sitting by them. Marissa also picked up, dropped, then kicked a PREGNANT cat at hwer bus stop as well. Marissa is a mean stupid little pest. >=( Anyways, yeah. I have known what true love is for a while now. I'm probably one of the most mature people in my school, as far as I know. Everyone else is a n00b - literally. If you talk to anyone at my school on the Internet, they make no sense and get mad at you for no ******* reason and talk like n00bs. But not Spooky or Kaitlyn or some other friends I have. My friends can be good on theInternet, but do not know very much about the Internet and about me n' stuffs. =P I just really hope you find a girl some day. =( |
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| Erikku | Nov 1 2006, 07:44 PM Post #15 |
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I sometimes have a hard time tolerating people who act differently then I do. Most of the people who I can't tolerate act really rude, immature, or just plain obnxious. I don't say anything to them, but I do make comments often to myself or a family member/friend. I do feel a little better right now about the girl situation. Right now I'm working on this one at my work. She's really sweet (something that really attracts me) and she's pretty hot too (to be honest she looks like a hot girl from the KOF fighting game I play). I'm treating her extra sweet and just being my normal funny self around her. I hope she notices something in me. |
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