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| The Sins of Love; An AlphaxDesch Fiction | |
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| Tweet Topic Started: Aug 31 2009, 07:45 PM (668 Views) | |
| LadyG | Sep 17 2009, 03:14 PM Post #136 |
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DESMOND THAT was different for Alpha, talking like that. I follow her after dinner and change and lay next to her. "you know, at the base today I was trying to think of reasons for why your acting different. In a way, I know you were feeling sick before. I was......in a way it got me thinking. About all the times you talk about children and wanting them. I realized I was hoping you were sick cause you WERE pregnant and maybe wanted to surprise me. But...I can tell your not, your too down and upset. You didn't miscarry did you? or anything like that?" I ask her I then roll over to look at her "do you want to try harder at starting a family?" I ask her |
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| Syniah | Sep 17 2009, 03:19 PM Post #137 |
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Alpha "i would like to but not tonight...Maybe wait a bit..." I say in respond. I cant sya anything more. Judge will know I said anything to Desmond about what he's done. "I just want some sleep right now." |
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| LadyG | Sep 17 2009, 04:07 PM Post #138 |
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DESMOND I just nod and lay next to her, I watch her a moment while she tries to sleep and just close my eyes myself and fall asleep beside her. Waking up in the morning to get dressed and our usual routine of breakfast and all before I leave "I think today me and Judge will take a half day. Give ourselves and the cadets a rest. ONCE in awhile we allow a bit of slack or rest" I tell Alpha |
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| Syniah | Sep 17 2009, 04:16 PM Post #139 |
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Alpha "Alright..." i say, not really caring at the moment. Those stupid images still flash in my head: Judge grabbing my wrist, me on the floor, him raping me and then him walking out as I lay there. I let Desmond leave without another word and when he is gone from the house completely, i break down and cry from the emotions i've held in. |
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| LadyG | Sep 17 2009, 05:37 PM Post #140 |
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DESMOND I go to base and work the cadets all morning. My mind a bit distracted and I can tell the cadets notice cause they are acting up, thinking they can slack and even distracted I catch them and make them pay for thier attitudes and assumptions. By around lunch I am getting anxious cause I am hungry, want the rest and cause I really don't want to talk to Judge but we'll have lunch together anyways. I don't feel like hearing more about how my wife could be 'cheating'. I still dont' believe she would do THAT. |
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| Syniah | Sep 17 2009, 06:58 PM Post #141 |
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Judgement I go to Desmond's office and sit in one of the seats from his desk. I see that he's a bit worried about Alpha but I dont care. I did my job, I just wait for the results to turn out in my favor. Desmond leaves his wife, i swoop in and take her as mine. Hopefully she hasnt done anything that I told her not to say. Bastard and a dumb bitch. Hmph. |
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| LadyG | Sep 17 2009, 07:02 PM Post #142 |
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DESMOND I just sit and take my lunch, not talking much, not wanting to talk to Judge. Talking shit about my wife, saying bad things. He doesn't even KNOW her. He's been over practically once for a dinner and he judges her like that? no, I know her better then that. After lunch I just go back out and command the cadets around until shift end and take my leave as normal. |
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| Syniah | Sep 17 2009, 07:12 PM Post #143 |
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Alpha I kiss my brother gone nd I see Desmond walking past my brother. "Bye Alpha! Had a good time!" my brothers calls to me. I needed to talk to him. But then it dawns on me that I forgot to introduce Desmond to him. But I think Desmond wont mind. Not as if I did anything wrong...Other than Judgement. I sigh and when Desmond comes up to me, i kiss him on his cheek and smile. |
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| LadyG | Sep 17 2009, 07:17 PM Post #144 |
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DESMOND "hey" I say looking back at the guy, looking at him,watching him leave, he looks like Alpha in a way, but I can't put a finger on it. "who was that?" I ask, it's almost wierd to have guests in our house, especially when I have no clue who they are. But I'm willing ot listen anyways. Maybe it was some crazy salesman who wouldn't leave alpha alone. An overly friendly one. |
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| Syniah | Sep 17 2009, 07:22 PM Post #145 |
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Alpha "Oh, he was...He was just my brother," I stutter a bit. When I see my brother's things still around the house, I pick them up quickly and toss them somewhere else. My brother had come over not only to comfort me, but to help me pick out decorations and such for Desmond and mine's baby, when i become pregnant. I dont want to hide it from him but I have to. it's a surprise. When i toss them where Desmond couldnt see them, I smiled weakly and said, 'So, h-how was your day?" |
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| LadyG | Sep 17 2009, 07:28 PM Post #146 |
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DESMOND "Pretty normal...different day same shit, forgive the language" I say to her and sigh "these cadets are okay, some of them try and rebel, think they don't have to reform to good behaviour. That's why I don't like the ones who are there on criminal punishment. They don't WANT to change or anything" I sigh, then I think about things. "Alpha, I've known you since childhood, why did I not know of a brother?" I ask her. With our history shouldn't not knowing about a brother be impossible? I think that to myself, wondering. Then Judgements words hit me again. Is she hiding something? I did come home early today. Was I not supposed to see that guy? |
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| Syniah | Sep 17 2009, 07:41 PM Post #147 |
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Alpha "I dont see him that often so..." I say, trying to think of why I didnt want to show my brother to him. "He doesnt come around as much as he should." I go into the kitchen to avoid anything and start cleaning the dishes so I dont talk anymore. I love Desmond but by the time me and Desmond had become playmates, friends, my brother had already went into the military. When he came back, he went into helping his family and planning different things since he was out of the military. "What do you want for dinner?" |
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| LadyG | Sep 18 2009, 03:14 PM Post #148 |
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DESMOND "why wouldn't you even casually mention a brother?" I ask her, to me it seems odd. I myself am an only child, with my parents passed on. If I had siblings, even if I never saw them, I'd still mention them. "it doesn't matter" I say to her about dinner "anything you want, you pick" I say distracted in my thoughts to even figure out what I wanted. Thinking of what Judge said, no way...no way my wife would cheat...I don't think. |
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| Syniah | Sep 18 2009, 03:19 PM Post #149 |
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Alpha "I didnt think it mattered. Besides, he was gone for a long time and I didnt see him alright? Let's let it go. I'll make Italian food," I say. He's being so persistent! though I'm not normally annoyed at things like this and I've never been secretive before but I guess those incidents with Judgement have made it to that point where I dont want to tell Desmond anything. But still. |
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| LadyG | Sep 18 2009, 04:00 PM Post #150 |
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DESMOND I sit and watch Alpha cooking, she woulnd't cheat would she? she's always loved me, no one else. OVERLY loving to me...or is.....is it a ruse to trick me? no, I love her. Her perfect smile, the way she cooks, cleans, lets me rest, visits me all the time, the way we make love and our bodies become one. I put my head down on the kitchen table in my thoughts while she cooks. Overtaken by so many confusing scenarios and thoughts. I hate Judge. Those words he told me. Giving me ideas like that. |
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