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The Sins of Love; An AlphaxDesch Fiction
Topic Started: Aug 31 2009, 07:45 PM (667 Views)
Syniah
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"Besides, if you werent being so nosy, you wouldnt have been upset to begin with," I say rather bitterly. I cant help but be bitter. Once the food is cooked, I set the table and give Desmond an empty plate so he can fix his own plate. i fix mine and start to eat silently.
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"I'm not trying to be nosy. I'm upset about something someone ELSE said to me is all. Shitty day at work" I tell Alpha, getting up to fix my food. She's changed recently. Maybe its my fault. Thinking too hard about what Judge said. I'll admit to her someone said something stupid to me, just not what it was and who. I sit back down with the food and sigh

"sorry, just been rough with these cadets, they aren't being as easy as some other groups me and Judge have had" I say eating but in thoughts and sigh. Maybe I'll help clean up later, make up some of my attitude to her later.
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I made a face and just eat. When dinner is over, i put dishes into the sink and I dont know why it happened and how it came to happen but I lash out at Desmond and slap him across the face. I start to cry but anger is overcoming me. As I look at Desmond, all I see is Judgement's face. I keep lashing out at him, trying to hit him, all I could do to get rid of Judgement's face from in front of me.
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Alphas lash out at me suprises the hell out of me and I recoil quickly. She is hitting me and I have no clue why. Not like she really hurts me, she's so much smaller then me, I grab her wrists and try to hold her down

"ALPHA" I yell to get through to her "Alph, snap out of it, what is wrong? what's WRONG?" I wonder, trying to get her to stop, to calm down. Trying to get answers about this whole sudden attitude change
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When i stop seeing judgement's face and see Desmond's, i calm down. I lean my forehead against his chest and say, 'i'm so sorry...I...I'm sorry." I get away from him and wipe my eyes. "I guess I was thinking of something and...Never mind..." I go to the sink and wash dishes and sigh. "Could...Could you do the laundry for me?"
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"Alpha, I don't know whats wrong and I wish I did, but....when your ready to tell me about it I'll listen" I tell her. Something is seriously disturbing her and I don't know what. But now I admit I'm rather disturbed and scared about it.

While she's doing dishes I go and gather the laundry. Collecting a few loose items as well

"this.....ins't mine" I say seeing some mens clothes that aren't mine. What the HELL is going on? that man from earlier?? no, she said he was a brother....but I've known her SO long I'd of known of a brother, I really would of. Is he.....does she have someone on the side? was Judge right? how can he know her that shortly and guess it? I stand there stunned, just trying to sort out my feelings.
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Once I'm done with the dishes, I wonder what takes Desmond so long. I go to the laundry room and said, 'Desmond? What's wrong? Sweetie?" I see him holding my brother's clothes and I try to hold in my gasp. NO! I forgot my brother wanted me to wash the laundry.
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"whose are these?" I ask Alpha, holding up the other mans clothes "who do these belong to? that 'brother' of yours? that guy who SUDDENLY appears and is your 'brother' that I've known you for life and never knew about?"

I don't know why but I feel rage building up. Has she been cheating? the one person in life I trusted and she betrayed me?
we grew up breaking all the rules and odds with eachother, our skin colors, the roles in society. Would she do THAT to me? betray me? but the evidence is building.

"Judge told me about this...warned me you might be cheating, I said no way, I believed you, but this......" I say holding up the clothes clutched in my fist
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"My brother was in the military! I had thought he was dead!" I say to him, seeing him accusing me. "Desmond, please. Hon! Believe me! My brother had been gone for a long time. He dropped off clothes here! Desmond, pelase!" i go upt o Desmond but something tells me to get away but I disobey it.
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"when men die in the military, when ANYONE dies in the military the family gets notice, the dogtags, the body returned, funerals....are you telling me you got ANY of that for your 'brother?'" I ask Alpha.

Her story makes no sense, not anymore. What is happening, why is everything unravelling with us?

"tell me the truth Alpha, are you cheating? is it how Judgement said? that he notices you act like a cheater?"
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"What!? NO! What would Judgement know about anything!? Besides, you werent in the military until AFTER High school! I didnt tell you about my brother because...UGH!" I shout at him.

"You know what!? Fine! I say i'm cheating! Will THAT make you fucking happy you...you...You ARMY GRUNT!"
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"What time I went into the military has nothing to do with its long standing procedures and how I know it works Alpha" I say to her, I ALMOST strike at her for calling me a grunt but I hold back. Shes not making sense now. Have I caught her lie and now she's stuck in a corner? saying anything to save herself?

I throw down the laundry and head up the stairs, angry and just want to get away before it gets worse, but I sense Alpha is following me anyways.
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"Dont walk away from me dammit!' i shout at him. But that same feeling comes back and I know I want to look at his face one last time.

"Desmond..." i say softly before I say louder, "DESMOND!"
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I just want away. Not to run, but to let things calm down. So we can talk later without the yelling, the anger, the accusations. This isn't like either of us and I just want to go to our room to rest, sleep and maybe call in sick for work tomorrow so I can work on things with Alpha alone.

I was annoyed she followed, I thought she'd understand. When she called me softly it almost broke my heart. I know that loving tone, the one I grew up with. When she said it louder it startled me. I turned around quickly. Not realizing how close we were to the stairs, I saw her jump and lose her balance at the same time I reached to catch her, I missed. Of all the damned moments my reflexes fail me and it was right then.
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The last thing I will ever see from this earth is Desmond reaching for me. I dont know why it happened but I lost my balance and I fell. The moment I hit the stairs, I feel something snap and I see nothing but darkness.
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