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Rock Star Love; AshiyariXAverick FanFic
Topic Started: Sep 26 2009, 09:02 PM (651 Views)
LadyG
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I turn my head over and see Averick on the beach with Lia, playing around, laughing and having fun.

Matsu, Kaellan and Nasune are in the water splashing at eachother and having fun too, laughing whenever a big wave hits them.

I see Trina sitting there tanning too, she looks really pretty with her long white hair down and her silver bikini on.

I just stay off to the side unsure on what I feel and what I want to do. I see people in a distance surfing. I wonder if one of these days here I should try, maybe it would be fun.....though it is dangerous and if I got hurt it would be disasterous.

I take a look at Averick and I notice he catches me watching him, I just get up, gather my stuff and go back up to my room, I hope he didn't notice I had been crying.
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I see her go to her room. I tell everyone I'm gonna go to my room real quick for something. Since I'm there, i go to Ashi's room and knock on the door.

"Ashi? What's wrong?" I say, knocking on the door until she opens the door for me.
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LadyG
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I open up for him.

"it's nothing" I say to him "just go back to having fun, maybe I'm not feeling good I don't know, maybe just tired from all the late nights" I say lying. How can I admit to him that I LOVE him and want him when he's not the settling type? he just wants parties and wild fucks and I want...someone he's not.

I try and close my door quickly because there is an angry part of me starting to well up inside and I really don't want to yell at him either.
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I'm not about to have her close the door in my face. I open the door wider and come inside. I look at her and say, "you're gonna tell me why. The other girls dont wanna see you upset. Those girls REALLY look out and care for you, Ashiyari. What would they say if I came back without you? They'd think i did something to you and scream and yell at me!"

I sit myself in a chair and say, "You arent throwng ME, the Rockstar Averick, out."
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LadyG
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THAT made me snap "THAT'S EXACTLY IT" I yell at him frustrated "THAT attitude 'ME the ROCKSTAR' and 'you can't tell me what to do'. THAT'S WHY YOU LOST MATSU" I say getting it off my chest "The girls care yes but you, you only care about your own image, making sure YOU look good and nothing else, its YOUR reputation and everyone else has to fight for themselves" I can't help but yell, now that it started I get it all off my chest

I take a deep breath "That is why you'll always be lonely. You don't appreciate what you have. We're all TOYS to you. Sex, booty calls, party partners. Make a cute face and you'll get whatever you want. YOUR A JERK and do you know what really makes me mad? I LOVE YOU...got that. I've fallen for Averick the ROCKSTAR, but who wouldn't right??? cause YOU are YOU and you get WHATEVER you want. You never even THANKED me for saving your ass last night. Ever since I joined your crew I've hoped you would notice me, but it's hopeless. I don't have Lia's boobs or Kaellans sexuality. Trina's legs or Nasunes wild angry sex. I never had your love like Matsu, yet the stupid part of me WISHES I could change you, tame you...stupid me right?"
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I'm on my feet now about to yell until i say, "Wait...What did you say?" I hope I hear dher correctly. 'I love you?' 'I've fallen for you'? I look at her face for an answer but I shake my head. I get up and just leave. I'll talk to her later but right now I cant talk to her.
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I let him leave and I dont' answer his question since I could tell he heard he just needed to figure it out for himself. When he leaves I lock the door and let out a deep breath.

The only thought running through my head is that later I'll probably get fired. I yelled at him. Rockstar Averick.

I think the part that bugs me the most was realizing he never thanked me even for saving his butt, I never realized til it slipped out of my mouth. I'm embarassed about admitting my feelings, scared about losing my job that I yelled at him...but a simple thank you is all I really want. I know better then to expect love or anything else back, so I'd settle for that. I just stay in my room and fill up the hot tub, intent on going into it and just sitting there. I should of at least invited Matsu or Trina up, then I wouldn't be alone.
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I go to my room and sigh. Whta is it about Ashi that make me feel sad? She's a woman, a girl. Nothing more and yet...i feel bad hurting her. I saw the hurt in her eyes when I looked at her and when she blurted out that she was in love with me. I've never noticed her until right around now. Why do I feel self-conscious now?

Dammit. I need to fuck her so I can go back to my normal life and forget about what i'm feeling now. i lay on my bed and try to fall asleep.
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After a bit Kaellan knocks on my door telling me all the girls are going to have dinner in a little restaurant downstairs in the hotel.

"I'll be right there" I call out. I may as well go, not like I can hide forever. I get out of the tub, emptying it and slip on some black shorts and a red tshirt and go down, meeting them and sitting down

"where is Averick, we thought he was with you?" Lia asks me

"nah, I think he went back to his own room" I tell them, for all I know it IS the truth really. I don't know where he went.

"you were crying earlier, are you okay?" Trina asks me

"yeah, my hand was stinging where I burned it, maybe some sand got in it, I just washed it up and re-bandaged it and all" I say, lying yet again. Why do I keep lying to spare or save Averick? Then again, I'm not ready to admit to these girls what I feel for Averick, even if I told him.
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I stay in my bedroom, unable to face the girls and unable to face Ashi for the time being. I try to plan to how I'm going to get Ashi into the bed so I can go back to my regular life. It's gonna be a difficult one but I'll try and make it work.
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Us girls eat dinner and have some laughs and all but it feels odd. I watch them laughing, giggling, planning to party hard while in Miami. From watching tv we all know Miami has some VERY hot spots to party at. Wild clubs, the funnest times.

I don't want to go.

"I'm just going to sit on the beach" I tell them "swim maybe, relax, I've been tired from the touring..maybe it's being a newbie still" I say, smiling as if teasing myself even so they dont' have to

"are you sure?" Lia asks "the parties will be wicked fun!"

"yeah, I'll catch up with you all tomorrow and party hard enough to make up for it" I promise in a lie

"sure, we'll hold you to it" Trina says to me, but I can see in her eyes that she is looking me over and wondering. I think she is the one that SEE'S how I feel about Averick, even if she doesn't say it
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"You know? Ashi, can you take something upt o Averick for me?" I ask her. I have a bag of things that her and Averick can use in his bedroom. She just need the shove. i even wrote a letter for averick that made it seem like Ashi wrote it for him.

"And stay in his room and there's a present int here for you too." I wink at her and send her upstairs. When she's away from ear hearing, I say, "He's gonna get her tonight."
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"you SET her up?" I ask Matsu baffled "wow Matty, I never knew you had that in you. I mean, after your breakup I didn't figure you'd be the kind to PUSH an innocent girl into a guy like him to get hurt" I say

"what DID you do?" Kaellan asks curious "dang, if there was TOYS in that bad I need to borrow whatever your hiding in that bus of yours" she smirks

ASH

I REALLY wanted to say no. I really didn't want to go up and see Averick, but I decide to do it anyways. Matsu has always been so nice to me so doing her a favor I guess is cool. I know I can ask her something in return later.

I go up carrying the bag, not looking in it, and knock on Avericks door, I don't say anything, I just wait for him to open and all so I can get it over with
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"Yeah, it's a bunch of toys I bought fo rher. And condoms. She wont get hurt. I've noticed a change in Averick now that he's seeing Ash in a whole new light." I say, smirking. "I couldnt change him but maybe she can. I hope she stays in the room like I told her to."

Averick

I open the door and Ash hold sout a bag for me. "Why dont you come in?" I ask. She walks in and sit sin a chair. I open the bag and see a bunch of toys, condoms and one or two handcuffs. I see a letter and read it. Ash wrote me a note on how she felt about me and that she wanted this night to be both special and wild? I look at Ash and go over to her and kiss her. Not sex-craze like usual, but gently. It's unlike me to do something like this though. I bring Ashi close ot me and keep kissing her gently.
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LadyG
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I was shocked at how he did that. Coming to me suddenly and giving me such a passionate kiss. Did he....think over what I said? A part of me betrays me and kisses him back but then I push him away "why?" I ask

"why are you kissing me like that? You can just forget anything I said earlier, forget it, I know you won't stop partying and I can't change you so forget it" I say to him

TRINA

"hmm" I say thinking about it "I just hope neither of them gets hurt, setting her up for sex...and knowing Averick..he'd rape her now if she doesn't want it and he thinks she does"
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