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Rock Star Love; AshiyariXAverick FanFic
Topic Started: Sep 26 2009, 09:02 PM (650 Views)
Syniah
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"but...your note..." said Averick, giving her the note. How could she not know that she wrote this note. "Ashiyari..." I start but cant finish. I just sit ont he bed and wait for her response.

Matsu

I shake my head. "No...i dont think so. I think this time, he'd wait for her..." I say smirking.
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I read what the note says and I grab the bag and look in it and turn a DEEP shade of red. Part of it was that I was so embarrassed.....the other half was pure anger.

"THOSE.....I........THEY SET ME UP" I scream out frustrated. How could I of been so stupid? Set up. I trusted them. I look at Averick and so many parts of me want to scream and shout and the other parts just want to shut down.

"YOU said they cared for me, watched out for me, well guess what, THAT was a lie too. You and your whole band, the girls, you all are...just....UGH...trying to get me raped or something" I scream frustrated and throw the bag at him. I realize now I'm crying cause I feel the hot tears streaking down my face "I resign. I'm leaving the band." I tell him

I can't be in this. I'm not wild like them. I can't just hand myself over to Averick wtihout love and real feelings. I'm NOT a one night stand.
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"Wiat! Ashi...I dont know what they were thinking when they did this but..." I say, grabbing her hand. "I dont want you to leave. I really dont." I caress her hand and I never noticed how soft it was until now. "You have very soft hands...Your eyes are pretty too." I actually look at her eyes and not her chest. Her eyes are a beautiful shade and I like them.

"I want you to stay witht he band...I wan tyou to stay with me..." I say, hugging her.
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I'm still so mad at what all just happened that I can't really think straight. I just pull my hand away and go and sit on his couch. He had the tv on so I just stare at it and think to myself.

He wants me to stay. He seemed sincere, the way he looked in my eyes, held my hand. For once it seemed sincere. I still need time to think. To gather myself and calm down. I just sit and stare.

After what feels like an eternity. Probably for me and Averick both I talk

"I can't just give myself to you Averick" I say looking at him "you heard my backstory. Dead parents, I should of been dead. No home. No siblings. I can't just give ME to you without love...without...a real relationship, and I don't even know if your ready for any of that. I am all I have left, I can't give myself up for fun nights or meaningless sex"
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I dont answer and just wrap my arms aorund her and pull her close to me. I dont know what to say. But I do like her...Though, maybe it's turned to love. She saved my ass from being arrested and yet I didnt even give her a second glance. But it's okay. I lost Matsu and it wouldnt make umuch of a difference other than another broken heart if Ashi left me.
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When he sits near me and holds me, pulling me close I let him. It still sends a shiver through me. The way I fit into his body, the feel of him against me, the warmth. It all sends me back to my original thoughts of how I so desperately want him to realize he's mine. But I don't know if that will ever happen. I just sit silently with him. I presume we are both just thinking to ourselves.

"what do you want to do....about all this?" I ask him, wondering what's going on in his mind. He's been so silent, which is different for him, that I am curious.
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"I just want ot be with you..." I say to her. I kiss her cheek and just keep her close. Maybe I can admit it. The reason i've kept myself cose and treat women like toys is because Matsu broke my heart when she left me. So I just stayed that way for a long time. Maybe now with this girl, I can stop what I;ve done and go on loving someone again instead of treating them as a toy.

I...I love you Ashiyari..." i say, still holding her in my arms. I cant believe I admitted it but it's true.
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I listen to his words and he sounds sincere but can he really change that fast.

"You'll have to prove that to me Averick" I say to him "I don't know if you can really change your ways to quickly. I'm sure the girls are partying tonight. I'll go....with you....and you can start showing that your going to change, so I can see it firsthand. Maybe tomorrow we can spend some time alone around the beach or shops...a DATE for you to impress me with" I say.

I guess I can see what he'll do to prove himself. I want to see what he was like for Matsu. I want to see the Averick that existed BEFORE the partying one, to make sure I can really be with him. I feel bad making it sound like I am testing him but I really need to see that he'll work on us and to see that I can trust him.
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"Deal then..." I say to her, still keeping her close to me. I hear footsteps stop in front of the door and I know who it is. The footsteps then walk away and into the enxt room, which is Matsu's. Matsu had tried to set us together and see if we'd have sex together. Apparently, she had half her plan work.
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I heard it too and saw, but I wasn't actually sure which of the girls was next to Avericks room, I presume it was Matsu.

I am still very angry at them for this. For setting me up. Especially after Averick himself claimed how much they cared and yet they practically got me set up for something very personal that I wasn't ready for. That too must be why I want to be alone with Averick tomorrow, so I don't have to see them...except I guess I did agree to go party with him tonight to see how he'll act and the girls will be around.

"I'll......I'll stay in here tonight.....beside you, like last night, I can do that much" I tell him "after the partying is done I guess"
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I nod and agree to it. "Maybe we get dressed for that party or whatever..." I say to her still holding her close until I let her go and get up to go to my closet to see what I want to wear. I dont know whether to wear my Visual-Kei outfit or just a regular punk outfit.
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I leave his room and go to mine, looking through the stuff I packed. This is Miami, the place of hot parties and hotter girls. I can't just go plain looking. I put on a shimmery red dress. It has thin spaghetti straps to hold it up over my shoulders and is a bit tight around my chest but flowy from the chest down to just past my butt. I like it for the way it shimmers in the light. The dress is sort of plain but under the shimmer of a light it looks fancier then it is. I straighten my hair and leave it down with just a cute little clip in front to keep it from falling in my face too much and put on a light layer of makeup, nothing as fancy as what I have to wear on stage but not plain either. I put on some high heels and wait for Averick to get me. I hear the other girls giggling and laughing up the hall, leaving ahead of us. They probably don't expect Averick and I to be leaving his room tonight.
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I decided on my regular punk outfit and get Ashi. I take her by the waist. hey, I might be in love with her but some of the tedencies I have for women dont go away so easily. keeping her close ot me and such, calling her mine. I dont mind it.

We get to the party and I keep her close to me.
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I go and notice we are in the same club the girls chose too. I guess none of us decided to go to far tonight. I look but avoid them still unhappy at thier antics. I notice the bar recognizes us all immediately and I see the bartenders and managers scramble to make some booths for us all and to come over and start offering free drinks and such.

I have to giggle since one of Avericks songs is blasting on the dj station as we walk in, what timing.

I guess tonight I'll let loose a little bit, dance with Averick, try and have fun, make sure OTHER girls stay off of him, though THAT will be impossible. I grab one of the drinks they are offering us and sip on it.
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I get a drink and smirk that one of my songs is playing while we're there. This is the personal one I sang in french. I've always loved the french language because it makes me happy. I wonder if they'll play one of my japanese songs soon. I gulp down my drink and get another.
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